Never let you fall apart

Its cold winter nights like this im glad i have a bottle of vodka and music.

im a tramp im a tramp but i still give a damn

Its December, its busy at work... i decide to put on Dolly Parton real loud.. cos dolly is christmas. 

This isnt true.  But i am picking through old photos and trying to find fashion i love, and wishing i had a grand to spend on Westwood rings and a 40 quid to get my 120 film developed.

Asger Juel Larsen - i want his knitwear... and vivienne westwoods everything, and margiela's shoulder padded sweater and and.. and.. an income.

But hey its ok, im on a beer/VODKA budget and i have work to plan and sort.

Lights, Sound, The camera was moving but the focus was sharp..

I wont dance to the beat of the track

I wont walk away, but i wont look back.

I looked good but he said i was a mess.

when you are looking i fall apart.

thats why i do my dance in the dark.

Belfast Bison

Stills from the Belfast Run of BISON

5 shows in Belfast...

It almost seemed like a crime to not do more nights.. We where just getting into it.. and the audiences where giving us such good  feedback. It feels odd not to be on stage with the guys tonight..

I took refuge in going through some stills that i had taken during the run on Thursday.. i only put 4 up because i don't want to give any clues to the plot away. 

We seem to have Dublin confirmed and London.

I'm wondering where else we can include on our tour?

Brighton/ Manchester / Edinburgh / Bristol hmmm...

Preview-Opening-Closing

Belfast - 14th Nov 2009

Untold Fables - Bison Opening.

This has been a pretty amazing time. I had the privilege of being a part of a great team behind a strong show and i also was lucky enough to have my friend (although he seems to struggle to call me his friend ) have his solo exhibition in the same building. It was a moment to appreciate.

Tonight was our last show for the Belfast run, and so far our audiences have really been positive and enjoyed themselves. I feel lucky to experience this.

i will upload the performance pics soon.

but tonight... I'm falling asleep happy. 

I always knew that if you worked hard and stuck to your goals that your dreams could come true.

My Life on paper..

3 Days until Bison rehearsals and my life is all about paper and notes. If i thought about it ... i might stress out.

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To do lists... 

Now to get back to work... blogs are so good for procrastinating... dammit.

jaded

Halloween 2009

 

so i had a bald cap, white make up and my mums wedding dress.

what would you have done?

xmas really sucks this year..

yea but im cranky.. so ill dress up and wish you where there to appreciate it.. but ill be out with bears who think a checked shirt is revolutionary and ill just stir my vodka and look at the empty streets.. and think.. merry christmas